Missing Savannah....

Not sure why, but today I am missing my baby girl something awful. Her due date is coming up-February 5, 2009, and it seems crazy that she would have been a year old now. I stumbled upon this song by Selah, and I am so thankful for God allowing it to touch my heart today and reassure me that He is carrying me at the same time He is holding precious Savannah. One of the members of the group, Selah, lost a baby girl named Audrey due to a fatal diagnosis. Her video and the song can be found here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J2CnUtVY35o

Our Savannah's video can be found here: http://www.tangle.com/view_video?viewkey=8e6fc270ad6b343df687

Here are the words:

I Will Carry You by Selah

There were photographs I wanted to take
Things I wanted to show you
Sing sweet lullabies, wipe your teary eyes
Who could love you like this?People say that I am brave but i'm not
Truth is i'm barely hanging on
But there's a greater story
Written long before me
Because He loves you like this

So I will carry you
While your heart beats here
Long beyond the empty cradle
Through the coming years
I will carry you
All my life
And I will praise the One who's chosen me
To carry you

Such a short time
Such a long road
All this madness
But I know
That the silence
Has brought me to His voice
And He says

i've shown her photographs of time beginning
Walked her through the parted seas
Angel lullabies, no more teary eyes
Who could love her like this?

I will carry you
While your heart beats here
Long beyond the empty cradle
Through the coming years
I will carry you
All your life
And I will praise the One who's chosen Me
To carry you